a fresh new day

alright, a new day!  that is what i love most about life, i think.  you get to start over fresh everyday.  you can try to be the best you can be everyday, after failing the day before that. always get a new chance.  by the way, i know writing without capitalizing bothers some people, but i'm sorry, you'll just have to get over it.  it helps me to write better in my flow of thought form.  so just, deal.  some things i'd like to change about myself for this new year:
1.stop worrying about what people think about my, even though i claim to not care, i think i really kinda do, deep down.  i think i care a lot less than a lot of people, but ya know, it's still there.
2. stop being so damn reclusive.  just because i have a child doesn't mean i have to be a hermit.  at first, i wanted it that way.  something in my psyche changed when i became pregnant, and i just didn't want to be around people anymore.  that is slowly going away and i'm starting to miss having experiences with peers.  you forget, friends are what make life fun and they make all the bad things tolerable.
3. do yoga and pilates even MORE regularly.  like everyday. i shoot for this everyday of my life.  i adore yoga.  ADORE!  so why do i not do it everyday???  i really wish i had the money to go to a yoga studio.  actually going to a studio to do it everyday would be much easier for me.

goddess of transformation...i ask for your assistance in these matters.  i am forever humble in your presence. Namaste. well that's just a few for now. gonna keep thinking of more throughout today.